call me charlie. call me hopeless.

dear charlie,

fuck you and fuck your discontented values of foreverness, life, and the environment engulfing your world. fuck your selfish mind, and fuck your determination. fuck your will and your ability to fly. no one can fucking fly. fuck your tries, dos, dont's, and everything inbetween. fuck that. fuck the reason why you thought you knew so much, cause you don't know shit. fuck your life, and fuck your world. you fucked up. and you fucked it over. busted a nut right in your own soul. fuck you.

create sorrow. and create happiness. destroy fear. and destroy her. destroy your world and destroy yourself. destroy yourself. well now your fucked. aren't you.

rebuilding was a time of the past. however you decided to fuck up once again. realize too late that life's cut out to give you hope to do some good in the first place. but you fucked up and realized it too late. bad timing set this rocketship to another shithole. processing words like it was nothing, you ain't shit. if anything, you're a piece of shit waiting to be licked my the devils bulldogs. you are just nothing but a car wreck that everyone is forced to watch. it's your fault. you didn't grow. you were just running away from yourself. she loved you. you loved her. you fucked up. she still loves you. and you always loved her.

you
are
fucked.

settle
with
nothing.

hope you're feeling. better. cause it's never going to get any better.

actually. fall.

fall even harder.

you can do it. i know you can. you lost the piece of your own soul. breathing down your back haunting you every single day of your life.

potential is now. ..

on the waitlist.

you get to watch her fly.
you get to watch her soar.
you get to watch her live.
and you get nothing.
you deserve nothing.

you are not your emotions.

you are not your home.

you are not the clothes you where.

you are not a man.

you are nothing.

you are just a boy.

you did everything you can do.

it was all just a flaw.

you are a flaw.

say goodbye.

well. you don't deserve one.

fuck you.

regrets,
joshuaantenorcruzconanan.

p.s.

through everything.

don't

give

up.